....I couldn't avoid him. I couldn't lie nor pretend. The look told him everything. "What?!" he asked "Not good" I replied.

... Dogs and animals in general posses pure intuition that us humans on many levels either lost or are unable to tap into and are afraid to trust. We over think, over analyze and complicate our lives. Animals just feel and react accordingly.

Your friends' way of coping is that they definitely want to help and do things for you.  Let them. I don’t know why, but they all want to feed you. Yes, food is comforting to make and to receive, but eating was the last thing on my mind.

...You must be scared, I am scared for you. I am scared for both of us. I have been in denial. It's not possible that you, my big, strong, beautiful man can have this. This fucking